sometimes in life....

well been really long since i wrote on this online epilog of m life...well since we all know that handwritten diaries are been read all the time..this seems to be the perfect pplace to pour out whats on your mnd...
first things first....i gt this horrible exam comiing over on thursday...samn i hae paid 2thousand for it n now i have to god damn clear it....n to to up m misery the pasiing is not 40 or 50 its 70% ......... i get cold feet just listeningto that number.....
hmm well have to doo some real time management now.....
its starnage sometimes your froends act so woered i mean then you try everything n you gt no where to go dont know what to do......should you give up cuz probably if they really take u as their friend they will get over whatever has happened in a days or ax a few months....or shud you go down on your knees everytime n hopw that this time atleast they will think of you in a different way........sigh....i really need a solution to that.......
well many more things but hey i am not a crib.....i think i have a really good life....
today we had a hiv+ve campaign in college ...we dealt with kid bout 4 to 12 years of age...it feels sooo good today.....you can not make out if these kids r affected or not...at the end of the day though when you reflect on what you did the whole day...it kinda depreses you that some or many of these will not be able to fulfill all their dreams that they have for their future......
i hope they live as long as we do.....cuz they deserve it..the spirit with which they live their life.....unbelievable.....
neways god bless them.....